More Salt Please!

I'm sooooo ready to spice up my vida... 

It has been almost 3 mos. since my last reflection and so many life changes have presented themselves...  more salt has penetrated the wounds that had begun to heal.  It began in mid March when the scab covering a deep infliction of male abandonment was ripped so suddenly from my flesh, that I barely had time to react.  Open wound--insert salt.  Then in the midst of saving my money to purchase a home, I discover that I have an unsettled medical bill from over a year ago when I broke my wrist.  And not 2 weeks later, I receive a bill for the medical tests I had last year when I decided to get the LapBand surgery.  Now that I am taking care of my body and training, I understand what needs to be done to lose weight, but that doesn't matter when dollar signs are added to the equation.  Now, I HAVE to have the surgery and pay only $2500 under my insurance, OR I can pay for the tests I've already had $16000 with NO help from my insurance...  Open wound--insert more salt.  Finally, in the last week, I discovered that my ex (the one I had an abortion for) actually has 2 daughters!  They're the same age.  Open wound--insert even more salt.

But I am an evolved woman!  I am finally in love with myself!  This is my year!  And I choose to view the 'salt' in the biblical sense.  It is the spice of my life!  It will heal my wounds and purify them!  For the first time in my 43 year existence, I am enjoying men. (plural)  I have my own space and a greater sense of freedom to go with it.  So I'll have the surgery that I don't need--my insurance will cover cosmetic surgery that I will undoubtedly need.  The salt is a blessing!!!  For with it, I can have sex solely for pleasure!  With it, I can get that tummy tuck and boob lift for practically free!  With this salt, I can continue to nourish MY passions:  travel, home improvement, writing and education while giving birth to new passions:  learning guitar, cooking, and fitness.  I am BLESSED!!!  Bring it!!!